I hate when you get sad
I hate that I get mad
I hate I can't give you everything I have
If I did, I'd be broke
I'm already in the negatives
I wish I never spoke
Now I'm waiting for your messages
I get that things gets tough
And people want you down
Yeah it sucks but you can't let them stay around
Will you please take care of yourself?
Please eat
Please sleep
Please breathe
I know it's easier said than done
But I can't let you become weak
Our life has just begun
And I'm not angry at you
I'm angry at myself
I'm seeing what you're going through
And I can't fix it with my help
I'm scared, I'm beaten
So unprepared, defeated
This is exactly what I needed

I get it now