When He Left Me

The tears rushed down your face the day I left you alone.
I couldn’t find a place in my heart and I turned to stone.
I held you underneath the water to drown with me,
I couldn’t bear the thought of you giving up me.

I couldn’t take your kindness, I pushed you out the door.
My soul, a raging fire, I’ve been here before.
The lives of millions, disregarded, I failed them all.
The only way out was through force, so on with the storm.

You deserve to hate me, and if you never wanna see me again,
Then fine, but just let me, explain it was all because of him,
just know he made me, make you feel the way i did,
the day he left me, the day he left me.

I trusted him, you trusted me, it seemed like forever,
But I never could breathe...
Because your love, it made me sick.
You were so compassionate.
I needed something to numb the pain,
But the affliction still remains.
You showed me love, I showed you hate,
I threw away my life, washed it down the drain.
So I took your heart and I tore it apart,
and now I can’t begin to speak,
Can he ever forgive me?
Wont he ever forgive me?

You deserve to hate me, and if you never wanna see me again,
Then fine, but just let me explain it was all because of him,
just know he made me, make you feel the way i did,
the day he left me, the day he left me.

If you really loved me, you’d understand It’s not my fault,
Please know that he made me, break your heart and leave you alone.
I searched for you, Far and wide.
But when I found you, you were a 1000 ft high.
Above the trees, above the streets, soaring above everything,
you said you loved me.
Why’d you tell me you loved me?

My broken heart, torn apart, a hundred million bits of love.
Ripped to shreds, the sky was red, I smashed the walls ‘till they caved in.
so I found you, and you held me, you loved me ‘till the bitter end,
But I couldn’t feel it, I couldn’t feel it!

You deserve to hate me, and if you never wanna see me again,
Then fine, but just let me explain it was all because of him,
just know he made me, make you feel the way i did,
The day he left me, The day he left me...

You deserve to hate me, and if you never wanna see me again,
Then fine, but just let me explain it was all because of him,
just know he made me, make you feel the way i did,
The day he left me.
The day he left me.

When he left me.