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Being in the Wind

September 26, 2016
By Emerald01 ELITE, Charlotte, North Carolina
Emerald01 ELITE, Charlotte, North Carolina
182 articles 13 photos 13 comments

Favorite Quote:
"We are always feeling every emotion, but only a few are screaming."


Verse 1:
I saw him at school one Friday at noon,
I went over to say hello,
And ask him how his summer went,
But then out of the blue,
I saw him and my best friend,
Laughing and giggling,                
I am just a being in the wind,
I guess he likes her now,
After everything we have been through,
He found a new girl to text,
She just happens to be my best friend,
He likes her,
They bond over everything,
Guess I was just another being,
being in the wind,
That didn’t mean a thing,
He loves her and I am,
left in the cold,
About a month ago we were talking about conspiracy theories,
our strange lives,
the usual things,
Now I am just another being in the wind,
I wanna run,
I wanna hide,
Under my wing,
Nobody is listening to me,
When I tell my best friend,
I am not alright,
With her dating the guy I learned to like,
The guy who told me he loved me,
The guy who I told everything,
I am breaking,
By the sound of my tears hitting my heart before they fall off,
They look perfect together,
I was just another being,
Swaying in the wind.

Chorus:
Summer nights,
I told him everything,
When I couldn’t breathe,
Because of my anxiety,
I told him when my grandma died,
One Sunday night,
I really believed he would always be my side,
Now he is off,
Texting my best friend,
It has become a trend,
Guys always leave me for her,
I am just another being i the wind,
Only 15 years old,
Should be concentrated on gossip,
But instead all I care about is him loving my best friend.

Verse 2:
It is not like she just came in to my life,
I have known her for 3 whole years,
I have seen her cry,
I have been by her side all along,
Now she is telling me she does not even care that we like the same guy,
Keep telling her I do not want to fight,
But we will if he is still by her side,
just want someone to listen to me,
So I can breathe,
Summer nights,
He holds her hand,
I remember when he was texting me,
Telling me he loved me,
That was only a few months back,
Not even a year,
But now I am,
Constantly having a heart attack,
I believed him,
When he said he loved me,
Now he is off,
Partying and talking to my best friend.

Chorus:
Summer nights,
I told him everything,
when I couldn’t breathe,
Because of anxiety,
I told him when my grandma died,
One Sunday night,
I really believed he would always be by my side,
Now he is off,
texting my best friend,
It has become a trend,
Guys always leave me for her,
I am just another being in the wind,
Only 15 years old,
should be concentrated on gossip,
But instead all I care about is him loving my best friend.

Verse 3:
15 years old,
Dealing with the preps,
The geeks,
And then there is me,
Just another body in the wind,
Crying,
Screaming,
I can’t breathe,
I just want someone to listen to me,
When I say,
I am not okay,
With him liking her,
Her falling to her knees,
I deserve to party,
I deserve to be happy,
But all I can think about is how he left me for her,
No we were not dating,
But I told him it all,
The days when I felt so small,
The days where I blended in to the walls,
No one ever notices me,
Just another being,
In the wind.

Chorus:
Summer nights,
I told him everything,
When I couldn’t breathe,
Because of anxiety,
I told him when my grandma died,
One Sunday night,
I really believed he would always be by my side,
Now he is off,
Texting my best friend,
It has become a trend,
Guys always leave me for her,
I am just another being in the wind,
Only 15 years old,
Should be concentrated on gossip,
But instead all I care about is him loving my best friend.

Verse 4:
I used to think,
She cared about our friendship,
Guess it was not her main priority,
She will leave her best friend for her feelings,
Towards any guy,
I still like him,
We still talk,
He still makes me happy,
He still makes me laugh,
But that all ended,
When he told me,
He loved my best friend.
I am just another being in the wind.



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