I don't know who I am, I don't know what I am. Everyday I look in the mirror and I see bits and pieces of my humanity slip away like little snowflakes falling down.I m trapped in my own mind I am my own prisoner and no even knows it not even me. Until now I  see me locked in this tall prison walls 2x bigger than the great wall of China and it's all around me. It's so cold and empty I see myself stuck in the center screaming for help. Yelling someone save me. But no one does no one will ever save me no matter how smart, sophisticated, strong they are.

You CAN’T save me I repeat no one can save me. I am in my  own purgatory. I can fool you into thinking everything's alright just by a smile and a few quick words. All your superstitions about me will go away. Somebody else has taken over my body my mind. It feels like Nyanchiew has been gone for years and no one's ever notice. I'm a cold case that nobody can solve. You might of seen her………... well pieces of nyanchiew she comes out on her own takes the light for a bit before I come in but I don’t know if she’s going to come out to talk. You have to understand she’s vulnerable, broken I’m just looking out for her. That’s why I locked her away so she’ll never get hurt ever again. She’s had enough heartbreak I forced her into solitude. I’m person number 2 I haven’t had a name for myself and I don't have a split personality I’m just another form of nyanchiew. I'm the anger she carries in her soul, heart and mind and boyyy does she have a fire in her. Wow i'm referring myself in the third person now. I'm like the hulk when he’s angry HULK SMASH, NYANCHIEW SMASH and as much as I  want to smash I don't in order to put this blasing amount of angry and fire out I push it down i push it all down till It builds up until I ………..