I couldn’t run home any faster. My damn heart was racing faster than me.  While I was running, I couldn’t control my feet. I felt like somebody was holding my ass back and trying to prevent me from coming home. Tears were rolling down my eyes and my vision was being blurred from my emotions.  My mind was out of control I couldn’t remember to breath. With loss of breath I finally came home.

“What’s going on?” I said in a chocked up voice

I immediately run up to the bed Allie was placed in. I walked into the cold room and found a body laying still on its bed. I was confused cause it felt like the room was empty in a way and that all the life was sucked out through each vent. I hovered over Allie and put my hand on his forehead. My damn hand started to burn up from the raised temperature of Allie. I put my ear to his chest and listened for a pulse. I heard nothing but my mother crying and my dad trying to hold her up, from down stairs. I couldn’t process what was going on. The child that I had once loved very much, has now left me here alone. I look at him one more time to remember his innocence and what great of a kid he was. With tears dripping down my face and onto Allie chest, I stood up and walked down stars to my lifeless parents. They were out of control with their emotions and couldn’t control any of their actions.

“He’s gone, He’s gone.” I whispered

I didn’t know what to do next. My life was changing right in front of me. I knew deep down that nothing will ever be the same within my family. It made me depressed as hell and very angry. I stormed into the garage and let it all go I punch the god damn window out of my garage door. My teeth me clinched together and my tears started coming down faster. I punch the hell out of those damn doors and let them feel my pain.