I have no focus to face this, I have no focus to face you. My mind goes blank like a sheet of paper waiting to be filled with graceful words. I have nothing to say but with every word I say is to try to make you stay. Words slip off of my tongue randomly begging for one of them to catch your attention. I fail almost always. Coming off stupid when really I am in shock with the idea of you actually being there. My mind doesn’t think in the way of you but the way not of you. You make me shake. You give me almost every emotion when I only give you the bad. I’m waiting for you to get rid of me like me getting rid of the idea of you.