Summary:

I'm sick and have cancer. My dad left my mom. My friends left me. I'm in love with one boy, who never seems to notice it. I want him to know, but how can I tell him when he is in love with another girl? She only wants him for one thing, I want him for many. I want my mom to really come out of her shell. I want so many things, and yet can't get them.

I find out that death isn't too long away. I have things that I want to do before I die. And telling Blake that I love him is one of them. But when will I be able to tell him? How will he take it? Does he love me too? I don't know. I may never know.