Have you given up? Look around at what you have done and how far you have gotten. Think about where you have started and why you started doing what you do. You used to dread waking up and now you look foward to what the day brings all because of the people who are around you and how you can help them. You help others because they were there to help you when you needed help. They showed you what you had to be thankful for when you didnt see anything worth looking at. So should you give up helping others to help yourself or should you wait for your time to come to get help?