Whats this again
why do i always find myself in this same place

i told myself so long ago that I would never compromise myself

im so proud of what I accomplished
but i step back and theres nothing there
where did i go wrong


is it not normal to want to take over my own world
i will take the blame for my accomplishments
but then I look around and everybody's staring at me like im stupid
maybe im just mentally ill for thinking im stronger that this


well look at you in your hight heeled shoes prancing all around

your not the same person you used to be

well i guess its my mistake for thinking you were a real human being

but i guess no one can be as real as me


is it not normal to want to take over my own world
i will take the blame for my accomplishments
but then i look around and everbodys staring at me like im stupid
maybe im just mentally ill for thinking i was stronger than this


my hands are tied behind my back
theres tubes coming out from my brain
there bottling up my thoughts to use in the next nuclear war
i wish they would leave me alone
i just want what i want


is it not normal to want to take over my own world
i will take the blame for my accomplishments
but then I look around and everybodys staring at me like im stupid
maybe im just mentally ill
for thinking i might once amount to something

maybe im just better than you