day by day night by night
the past comes back to life
memories of you keep flooding in
can't keep them locked away no more
this pain has become to much to bear
always blaming myself for a fault that was never mine
missing your hand to hold to guide me through this life
why's it so hard to forget your face
is this punishment cause i wasn't there for you
i keep looking back to see if your there
but only your ghost remains
i know it wasn't my fault
i know i couldn't of prevented your death
still i wish i had been there for you in your hours of sorrow
instead i was just to far away for you to lean on
and i still can't help but wish you were still here with me