i cannot stand you.
at best you are the bane
of my existence
at worst i detest you with
every fiber of my being.
i love you.
i was better off
before you.
your body was a new revelation
when aligned with mine.
i hate you.
i love you.
joined together with me by soul
by mind, by heart
or so i thought.
you crushed me.
you did not care.
you will not let me go.
i can't forget your touch
on my skin and in my life.
i will not do what's best.
i will do what my heart longs for
and my head warns against.
Passion is strong-willed
even with a heart bandaged
and bleeding still.