I'm up on loving you.
I can't take the pain you've put me through.
Deep down I know the feelings will always be there,
mabey someday you will care.
At least for know I hide my pain,
I know if I don't all go insain.
Our time apart has made me realize
there is no second chance when it comes to guys.
I almost had you back one time
but of course you changed your mind.
The many excuse's that you have told
are getting lame and really old.
We never talk anymore
its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door.
It hurts to no you shut me out,
know I no what love's all about.
You're happy then you cry and cry,
where there was truth, becomes all lies.
All in all it never ends for good,
but then again who ever thought it would.