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I'm Not Ready.

April 23, 2015
By hiddenbunny BRONZE, Sherwood, Arkansas
hiddenbunny BRONZE, Sherwood, Arkansas
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Will it ever be the same again? When will I be ok with playing the games we used to play? Will I even be able to ever again? All I have to do is have a small glimps of our favorite game and I start to cry as I hear you say,"Oh fooy!" after you had lost for the third time. I wish I could play with that game with you one more time, even if involved you tosing peices around when you lost. One more, just one. Cann't I have just one? I know you were tired of whatching your loved ones pass away and leave you. I wasn't ready to tell you the final good bye when it was time to. I'm still not, and I don't know if I ever will be, but that doesn't change that now you have past as well and I will always hold on to what you said the last time I talked with you. "See yiu next time. I had fun. Drive safely. Oh, and don't forget I love you." This is how I will remeber you, sitting there with a smilke as I left, and I will always love you.


The author's comments:

I made this a few weeks after I lost someone close to me, and shut my self off from everything. I wrote this and showed someone and they saw that I needed someone to talk with about this, so they talked to me and told me I should put it somewhere were anyone can see it that way it could help someone else how it helped me and them. So I hope that after you read this you will find what you need.


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on Apr. 28 2015 at 2:29 pm
hiddenbunny BRONZE, Sherwood, Arkansas
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I'm here for you as well. This was hard to write, but it was the only way I could think of to say how I really felt. I'm not so good with talking about things so this did it for me. It is sad that she is ready to go see him, but that might be the only way she truely knows how to deal with this. Right now I/ you/ and any one else going through this, it's hard, but it will make us stronger, and softer. Yes it hurts and it always will, but now it's your turn to be able to tell them stories.

Tamie GOLD said...
on Apr. 27 2015 at 3:53 pm
Tamie GOLD, Sonora, California
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Favorite Quote:
"if you can be anyone just be you unless you could be Buffy Summers then be Buffy Summers"

Hello I am so sorry about your lost. I get it just last Ocotber my great grandfather passed away and I still cant completly talk about it or think about it with out crying. My grandma keeps saying she is ready to go see him. So if you ever need anyone to talk to I am here.