Am I human,

Who's to know?

I love myself

but in a way

I don't.

There are ways that I despise myself;

my face, my choices, me

everything about me 

just

pure

hatred

But in ways I love myself;

my creativity, my heart, me

everything

I love the way 

I can create things from just a pen and paper

I can create new worlds

Just with my mind

I love that

I can invent a whole new version of myself

Just with a simple app

But

I hate that 

I can’t get past small issues

I hate that

I always make little things

seem like they mean the world

I hate that

I just wish

I could

Change

So I ask again,

Am I human?

That is up for you to decide

But it is up to me

To accept

Your

Decision