I lay in bed at night

Staring at the ceiling

The tears carving crystal tracks

Down my dirty face

Carving me and changing me in every way

I close my eyes

And the memories play

Inside my eyelids

My own movie theater

A romantic comedy

Starring you

Except it’s not so funny anymore

I see you with her

And I try to be fine

But I can’t stop the tears

From streaming down my face

Then I close my eyes

And I see your smile

Just as bright as the sun

There’s no doubt I love you

Everytime I see you

My eyes light up a little

And when your not there

Things are a little bit darker

Things are perfect inside my eyelids

We are together

Things are happy

But someday

I have to open my eyes to reality