Where are you;

I have been hoping, searching, wondering

Where have you been and what do you do?

How can I find you

Are you as good as I imagine you to be?

I hope you do not mind, but sometimes I wonder if you are there;

I have been hoping, searching, wondering

Do you exist at all?

I want you to be true and real

Are you just my imagination?

I honestly think you do not even care for me, why would you

If you are the great person I want, you do not care

But don't you

You would see me and run, I know it

I still want you.

Wait,

The real problem is that you don't exist and I know it

It comes one way or the other, but you won't.