I remember seeing you for the first time

I remember how I called you a stranger to your face 

I remember how nervous I was for our first date 

I remember how good you looked in jeans and a hoodie

I remember blushing

I remember our conversations

I remember holding hands

I remember the permanent butterflies living in my stomach 

I remember exactly what you said after our first kiss

I remember telling my friends in gym class

I remember smiling so much that my cheeks hurt

I remember your smile 

I remember the curl of your hair

I remember how I would run my hands through it 

I remember the arch of your nose 

I remember your deep brown eyes

I remember the look in your eyes

I remember how we talked about summer

I remember your name

I remember the hope we had 

I remember how you loved me

I remember the way I felt like yours

I remember the way you looked at me

I remember your necklace 

I remember how you wore my necklace 

I remember asking for your hoodie

I remember your creativity 

I remember your passion for art

I remember you meeting my mom 

I remember how you hated my friend

I remember how our communication was never quite there

I remember how you looked at me for the last time

I remember how you were gone as soon as your appeared

I remember the way I missed you at the end

I remember my tears

I remember how I wanted to text you for months 

I remember removing our music from my spotify

I remember praying for your surgery to go well

I wonder when you forgot 

I wonder if you truly did forget

I wonder if I am doomed to always remember