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Gorgeous Stars

November 2, 2009
By Chelsey♥ BRONZE, Kernersville, North Carolina
Chelsey♥ BRONZE, Kernersville, North Carolina
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Shes nothing but a fake
Her face is just a lie
Pictures stolen from another
She only craves attention
Im turning and siding with jeoulosy and watching the pain inside me grow
Why am i so worried about it
When i know her guilty allaby
Im changing and turning
Only trying to be better
In my mind i know its useless
But i still feel like its worth it
You told me i was better
So what am i trying to prove
Why am i feeling so insecure
When i know to you im perfect
I wanna win so badly
Even though ive won the fight
Why cant i just let it go
And stop trying to be someone else
Forget everything you ever told her
Throw away my thoughts of your sickning affection for her false beauty
Pretend im the only girl thats good enough for you
Dream that she never took my spot
Force myself to believe that youd never betray me like that
Forget her face everytime you tell me the same thing you told her
And stop myself from crying everytime you say her name
This fight ended So long ago
So why am i still dressed for battle
Shes long gone but im still waiting for her to attack
I wanna put my shield down and lay down my sword
I wanna forget this ever happened
And let my wounds heal
But my scars are bleeding again
And my heart is broken
My mind is restless
And my eyes wont close
Another sleepless night amoungst the others like me
Gorgeous Stars that cant find their light to shine


The author's comments:
This about a girl that cheated with my boyfriend, she wasnt even who she claimed to be.And how i always tried to be better than her and out do her even though i knew she was a fake. i want people to be able to feel the pain that i felt.

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loverof153 said...
on Dec. 16 2009 at 7:39 am
wow, this is deep. its feelings that every teenaged girl has at some point or another. It may not always be in a cheating situation, but we do feel that, for example even if our boyfriends have had ex-girlfriends. some how we always seem threatened, by something we know is not a problem anymore. i loved this poem. it shows things that all girls go through at some point. its like looking into an entry of chelsey's diary.