So you're not there.
Here.
You're not here.
Took me this long to realize that you never will be.
I wanted to believe when you said you weren't ready.
When you said you were getting over her.
But I knew it wasn't true.
I knew it, but I wanted to believe you so bad...

I can't have everything.
I wanted you to like me,
I wanted you to care,
I didn't want to realize that you'd never be there.
Here.
You're not here.

And you'll never be here.
With me...
Protecting me from the crazy world.
Don't be upset if I don't speak to you anymore,
If my rapid texts turn into a once in a blue moon thing.
I just can't do this anymore.
I can't wait for you to decide that you want me.

You're not here.
You never will be.
But it's okay.
Because when you realize your mistake,
I'll be with the one who was.