JAN 8 2:51PM
I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW ONE DAY A FAMILY CAN BE SO CLOSE THEN ONE DAY U GET THE MOST HURTFUL NEWS THAT YOU THINK WOULD BRING U CLOSER TO YOUR LOVE ONES BUT LITTLE DO U NO HERE COMES THE TROUBLE. I CAN JUST WISH MY FAMILY CAN GET CLOSE LIKE WE USE TO BE EVERYONE LOVED EACH OTHER THERE WAS LESS FIGHTING BUT NOW ALL I CAN WISH AND PRAY FOR IS STRENGTH CAUSE WE ARE ALL HURTING SO VERY BADLY AND TWO JUST ALL GREAT TOGETHER AND SIT AND TALK ABOUT ARE LIKES AND DISLIKES MAYBE TALKING TO EACH OTHER U NEVER NO IT COULD HELP ALOT. SUMTIMES I THINK GOD IS NOT LISENING BECAUSE OF THE BAD I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST BT THEN U START TO SEE CHANGE AS IF ITS GETTING BETTER THEN LATE AT NITE WHEN IM LAYING DOWN PRAY ASKIN FOR FORGIVENESS I CAN HERE HIM TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRITE. I GUESS ITS TRUE THAT GOD WORKS IN MYSTRIOUS WAYS BECAUSE LITTLE BY LITTLE WERE STARTING TO GET CLOSE. I GUESS A SILENT PRAYER FOR HELP IT TRULY HELPS ALOT THANKS.