shattered/ broken/ beaten down/ lost/ confused/ scared/ empty/ it feels so weird/ to feel your heart turn to ice/ because it's to afraid to break/ even weirder to feel your body cool down/ because you're to afraid to lash out/ yell the truth/ speak your mind/ make them hurt/ as much as they hurt you/ do you know what it feels like/ to push a blade through your heart?/ to slip a needle in to your vein?/ let the poison drain/ let the pain consume you?/ or anything alone thouse lines?/ i don't/ frankly, i never care to find out/ but that's the closest i can get/ to describing what i feel now/ but like all things/ it really doesn't matter/ life moves on. slowly but surely/ I'll let my beautiful nightmares consume me like poison/ and let this sweet dream come to a close/ ladies and gentlemen/ goodbye til the end