I want to hate you,
But i can't
Around you,I smile and I laugh
But on the inside I'm not
I want to put you from my mind forever
But that power i lack
Part of me doesn't want to let go
Part of me can't
I like to act like I'm completely done,
But I'm not
You are always there
Still on my mind,still on my heart
Why can't I move on,
Make a new start,
Just as You have done
Just as you long for me to do
Here I am bringing you down,
Because i care for you,
Because,still,I want you
Because I love you,
Because,really,
I fee like,somehow,I need you