I am tired of listening to everyone and everything.
There is nothing worth listening to anymore.
Why will it not stop?
Why will it not just
STOP.
That isistent buzzing in my ear,
Making my head throb.
Can anyone else hear it?
If they can,
Why will they not help me?
With nothing to drown out
Everyone and everything,
My thoughts spin out of control.
So many things…
It is torture.
The pain tears at me,
Why will it not stop?
Why will it not just
STOP.
Despairing,
I want to run.
Run away, far away.
From anyone, everything,
From everyone and everything.
But I cannot.
Why?
Why can I not do anything about this?
Am I that weak?
Am I that fragile?
Am I that foolish?
I feel so alone.
No one will hear me out.
The beating of my heart.
THUMP-THUMP.
It is becoming all that I hear.
THUMP.
THUMP-THUMP.
Why will it not stop?
THUMP-THUMP.
Why will it not just
STOP.