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Afraid to Dance

April 7, 2010
By Quotes_on_Notebooks GOLD, Allentown, Pennsylvania
Quotes_on_Notebooks GOLD, Allentown, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
"We all die. The goal is not to live forever, the goal is to create something that will." ~Chuck Palahniuk


The music’s playing,
The people spinning,
And I’m up against the wall.
The boys are begging
For just one turn about the room
But my feet
Are glued to the floor
My dress isn’t swinging,
My feet aren’t swaying,
And I’m about to lose control.
I’m afraid to dance.
Just let me be,
I’ll stand here ‘til I’m ready.
I’m afraid to dance.
The tears aren’t falling,
The screams aren’t flying,
And I’m standing up all on my own.
But…
I’m afraid to dance.
I’m afraid to reach out
And grab a hand
And start to flow
Because what if after that,
I start to spin out of control.
What if…
What if they let go?
I’m afraid to dance.
Standing here,
Up against the wall,
My dancing heels donned,
I’m afraid to move
For fear I might fall.
I don’t trust my own two feet
To be enough
To keep me up.
I’m afraid to dance.
What if I misstep?
And then I fall?
What if the whole world were to fall with me?
I’m afraid to dance.
No, no!
Really, I can’t!
I’m afraid to dance.
It’s been so long
I’m not sure I remember how.
I’m afraid to dance.
I’m afraid to move
Because if I leave my wall
I may never be safe again.
I’m afraid to dance.
I’ll just wait.
I’ll just watch.
“No, thank you, sir.
I’ll just stand”
…because...
Well...
Because I’m afraid to dance.

The author's comments:
I tried to take the idea of being at a Dance and the fear and excitement and anxiety of it all and use that as a metaphor for Life. Being afraid to dance, being afraid to really live and take chances. When the speaker is saying "I'll just wait, I'll just watch" I thought of how people believe they have so much time to actually take risks and experiance life to the fullest, who put things off. I pictured in my head a sort of 1950's dance hall when I was writing this. With swishing skirts and Soldiers in Uniform with a large band in front and people lining the walls, surrounding the dancers. I hope you like it and enjoy reading it and that my efforts were successful.

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