i see you,
i stare,
i wish,
wish i could say the words
that my heart only dares to whisper,
to the love struck cavity
i call my soul,
how i am only a dead, lifeless
body, unless you are near to light my flames with your warm, and touching smile, your sweet and comforting laugh, your sparkling, magical eyes, but alas, the words i so deeply wish to speak,

.lay hidden among oceans of thoughts and worries,
worries that you may not feel the same way,
so as i stare at you from across the room,
and i say to my self, a silent prayer,
that may god take these worries and CAST THEM ASIDE, to let me be free to listen to what my heart so desperatly needs to say, what it wants to scream for all ears to hear, so that i one day can have the guts to say

"i love you"

-jessaca