I see you in my dreams.
Every night. No matter what.
People say dreams are what your heart want most.
If that’s true then your what I want.
You’re the one I feel who’s right for me.
You’re the one that completes me.
You’re my soul mate. If that’s what you want to call it.
But you’re blind to this. You don’t notice me anymore.
Once you did but that’s in the past.
Long gone. Just like my life.
Because without you in it I have no reason to keep going.
You’re the only reason my lungs keep filling with air.
The only reason my heart is still beating.
If it wasn’t for you id be perfectly happy all the time.
But since I met you I’ve been upset and depressed.
Wishing you would take me and love me like I so desperately want.
If I never met you id keep moving on looking for the perfect guy.
I’d rather find a guy who’s not my soul mate
than have to deal with losing the one that is.
Maybe you’re my soul mate but I’m not yours.
Maybe I’m not good enough for you or don’t deserve you.
Maybe you just need to date every girl you meet and
completely destroy me before you realize what you have?
Maybe we will be together.
But also maybe I wont be here long enough.
I might move on and try to forget about you.
I might try to live my life without you.
Or I might go to heavens gate where I can be with my God.
All of these things are possible and they all depend on you.
My soul mate.
Do you want me to leave this world behind?
Do you want me to give up and move on?
Let you figure out what you missed on your own?
Or do you want to open your eyes and take a chance with me?
What will you do?
My life rest in your hands.
Please be careful with it.
And if you are my soul mate or not I just want you to know that I love you now and forever.
Till the end.