I love you dad but I need to know
Why were you not there for me when I was growing up?
Why didn’t you love me... and so easily give up
Not having you there really hurt, mom had to try so hard to support all of us on her own
And my feeling were never really shown
So…
Why did you even make me if you were just going to throw me away?
Do you not realize how much this affected me in every little way?
I cried when you left and I still cry today.
You don’t see me and probably never will but I want you to know that I’m doing well
I have a little brother now just incase you didn’t know
I show him your pictures so that he knows that you’re his dad
I tell him if he’s really good then you will come back
but I just want you to know that even though everything has changed that I still think of you dad
I try to let go all the pain
But you might not read this even though its letter number 3
Please write me back and tell me you think of me too
And you’re trying really hard to come see me.
To tell me you love me too