Each time you look at me I die inside.
And I can't take it.
You have no clue.
And it should forever stay that way.
Never should I say to face what I really feel about you.
Because my love scares me as it would you.
My mind races at 10 million miles an hour.
All thoughts of you.
All hours of the day.
I love talking to you and looking into your blue eyes,
But I cant stand the anguish that follows.
Over-analyzing every word you say.
Hoping I mean something to you.
But I know that I don't deep down inside,
It's like you very existence is a detriment to my existence.
As almost we can coexist because- I'm afraid of my feelings for you.
Every time I see you,
I hope your heart beats 10 million miles and hour.
And I hope that your mind races and ten million pick-up lines come into your head,
but "Hello" is the one you use.
I wish I could show you the vulnerable side of me,
with me in charge of that situation.
I fall apart when I talk to you,
and all I can ever come up with to reply is shy and meek