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Digging Out
My silent breath comes out as a knife
 My words will stab, but to defend
 I realize the knives from inside
 And take away my pain I hold
 I am loved but unloved
 Befriended, and defriended
 Resolved and unresolved
 Happy, and not
 The past holds my refuge
 I’m stuck there unmoving
 Where it once was happy
 I’ll sing my sorrow to no applaud
 So many people yet so alone
 How can it be that I see none
 I’ve got everyone to a side and my side
 So how do I feel none?
 Where the future rules I do not know
 I have never lived it
 So what will become of me?
 Will I or not survive?
 Murdered pasts and unborn futures are my existence
 What’s the best that I can do?
 The worst that I can say?
 To live and move is what I cannot do
 I’ll ask once more for your hand out of same
 Give me your hand for help
 Though this is my hole to climb
 I’ll always pull you down
 So while I’m sober
 I’ll ask you now
 Do not help me
 Let me climb alone

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