Deceiving
Thoughts
In my mind
Meaning to change

My life
To keep
My happiness
My love

He says no
I have to say
Paranoia
Sets in deep

Questions
Will always be asked
To be
With me

I have made my choice
Setting the seed
At home
Building it up
Slowly

He won’t agree
Not yet
Too late
I’m chancing
Everything

The greatest idea
Even he says so
Just no trust
Questions always arising

Watching
Stressing over me
Wondering
If something happened

Things will change
Between us
I know

Different
From before

Taking the thought
from my mind
Decieving
was my thought

Relief floods
Through me
I had hoped
You would think
Just the way I do

Jeremy
You might
Have just saved me
Thank you (You’re welcome)