The feeling is deep inside my heart
Digging to get to the surface
I push it back and try to ignore it
It wont allow me
The screams are getting unbearable
Its hold on me is stronger than ever before
Im afraid-
Of the outcome it may have.
Im excited-
For the adventures we could go on.
Im sad-
Because it feels wrong to want this
Im happy-
Because its you I want
I want it now
Im ready for it now
To be with you again
Its time to give in to the screams in my heart
Its time to be free
Im giving myself to you again
Please be careful
Im not as strong as I was before
I could shatter at any moment
But im not worried
I trust you