I am trapped
Walls of fear and pain surround me
I cannot break through
Every day is a struggle and a worry for what I will endure next
This is my life
These are my problems
I am an outsider, watching everything and everyone glide by
I cannot focus, my life is full of shadows
My fears are always lurking, always there and I wait in dread for what will come
I do not understand what happened
How did we get here?
How did I get here?
Why me?
Why my life and my opportunities?
I am lost
What has happened?
I cannot think of the past
The past was too perfect
I can only think of the future and wonder what will happen
Will the rest of my life be this horrible?
I know I am depressed, I live in fear, I live in pain
I am distraught
I do not know a way out
I have no options
I am stuck
No one is here
No one can help me
I put on a front for the few family and friends in my life
They can never know
I could not live with them knowing
I am already so scared
I do not know how much more I can take