Tears start to stain and streak my face,

Blur my vision of this worthless world.

Refusing to face the reality of now.

I’m weary with the pounding of emotions,

Breaking through my thick skull.

The ever constricting pain in my chest.

The blood rushing through my veins,

The depleting air in my lungs.

My limbs grow numb and useless.

My body has fallen into a chaotic state from itself.

The older i get the worse my condition becomes.

Each waking day faces more weapons

To break my already tarnished wall of innocence.

I fear the day it breaks down,

To reveal a wilted flower

On the brink of decomposition.

No strength to stand against

The harsh world

Past its faults and doom.