I can't wrap my head around it,
it's like I'm in a dream
He won't leave my mind.
It's like it's real,
but it shouldn't be.
He's been my friend for years.
I don't know what to do.
He has someone,
but she's almost
exactly like me.
We talked about our past,
and he kissed me.
Twice!
At a friends party,
and at a bomb fire.
I don't know how it happened,
but it did.
I think I'm in love.
But I don't know what love is.
Never truly experienced it before.
With family yes,
friends yes,
but this is different.
I may have found the other half of my soul.
But it can't happen.
I don't know what to do.