Waking up

Only to see the same mistake

I was born this way for who knows what reason

Everyday is a battle just to shower and notice what I don't have

To wish

To beg

To have been born

Male

Having to see the others fully flat chested makes my blood boils

Not from hate but jealously 

Having to hear 'Your a girl'

Or

'Something is wrong with her'

I just want to hide under my baggy hood, loose jeans, and cap

It is too much to ask for

To just be accepted and live my life 

As the boy I am

Not a lying girl wearing a mask

This body isn't mine

It's hers