It's been a while since i've cleared my mind,
a while since i've cried,
a while since i've thought about me and only me.
I may sound self absorbed,
but im going insane inside.
It's been a while since i've been able to write,
a while since i've been able to close my eyes,
a while since i've been able to feel anything that right.
My heart tried to lead,
my head took a plead,
now im stuck in the middle of all eternity.
Though im dying inside,
I'm trying to get by,
someone help me before i have to say goodbye and cry.
My nights have gotten longer,
my heart more cracked,
i'm ready to give up instead of give back.