A woman on a path of
Loyalty to betrayal.
Her heart left like an unsolved puzzle
Blackened like coal
Nothing in the pit of her godless soul
Suicide to ease her pain
Intoxication to numb her brain
Pleads to God for joyous release
Dreams where death seemed all to real
Wrist slit
Bandages to hide the wounds
A coffin her own confinement
She could not deal with these realizations.
Tears that ran down her face
Hopes that she would find her place
A girl on a path of self destruction
Love turned to selfish apathy
Spiraling into her own abyss
Burn marks to feel alive
No more drive to survive on this synthetic world
Pill bottles run dry
Kids never stopped calling her
Fat
Ugly
Plain
Freak
Telling her she
Wasn't wanted
Unloved
Would be better off dead
She bled over foolish words
Shed tears over the pain
But all she knows is she's better off alive.