Too much on my shoulders way too much to bare-I feel like giving up Im beginning not to care,

Things have been hard getting really bad-Id rather be gone than be this sad,

Im trying to hang in there and trying to be strong- But with all ive been through its so hard to move on,

I can not go on living life this way-I feel like things are getting harder every single day,

Thought someday Id be happy but now im losing hope-I dont know what to do and I dont know how to cope,

I feel now like I may never be fine-your life may be good but definitley not mine,

I am scared of the future if I have one at all-I forgot how to go on and get up when i fall,

I put on a fake smiel and try to act alright-but pretending is so hard while Im going throught this fight,

Each day is harder than the day before-Each day it seems Im crying more and more,

Been so long since ive had feelings behind my smile-I try facing reality but im somewhat in denial,

Ive been so putdown mistreated and betrayed that when it comes to trusting others i become afraid.