Is it wrong to say I was hurt when you stopped calling?

Or should I just

Ignore the fact that there was something there.

Is it wrong to say that I care about you

More than I care about myself?

Sometimes,

Late at night

12:27, the hour you used to call

To tell me that you were going to bed and

To remind me that you'd text me in the morning

And that I'd see you third period in class-

If it was a wednesday.

And, oh god, why did that have to end?

Why did we ever have to end?

Because it scares me that what we had is over.

And when I actually think about it,

I wonder

How did we, or what we had

disappear?

I mean, after all,

something that never started, is not something that can

end.