there will come a time

when you think you've found 

Him.

He will be beautiful

in every way.

He will make you feel

special,

sure,

certain.

He will make you think
that He is different.
that everyone before
was flawed.
that this time,
it will be perfect.

but one day,

He will leave.

His reasons for going

will be as audible

as air

moving throughout this room.

and He will leave you

feeling worthless,

empty,

gone.

some days,

He will come back

only to go again.

you will cry.

you will doubt.

you will hate.

but one day,

You will take all of the love back

that he never deserved

and give it to Yourself.

and You

will fall in love

with Yourself.