This is a sequel of sorts to "Yami Yume", though this is about a different character. Obviously, it is inspired by the Five Finger Death Punch song, and this has, indeed, become a series of poems on accident. As "Yami Yume" is about a veteran who feels like a murderer and likens himself to a serial killer, this soldier actually goes as far to think of suicide as a way out of his emotional pain, but thinks he needs to stay alive to suffer and "repent" for his sins. This is actually a tribute to my friend's father who killed himself shortly after serving in the military.