Why am I burning so bad,
The fire got washed away by a flood,
I cried the universe to shame,
Each breath was heavy,
Waking up in the middle of the night,
I watch my air blows out the white,
The blood shot eyes,
Tired as can be,
Always stressed to the point of misery,
I can not ever catch a breather,
Flashbacks and memories;
A little girl with a cotton candy smile,
Watching her cat walk around as she petted and groomed his fur,
His night came to a very last,
His yellow eyes threw up after the blast,
Little boy I will always remember you,
Dolls would always die in fights,
Little girl just cried and cried,
Oh how I can only think of you,
Ten years later she has had enough,
Skipped from the soft shore to the crunch rough,
Worried she will never feel the same again,
A week has not gone by,
That little girl has not cried,
It all started with the voice,
Stab wounds in my mental always win,
No mater the central time and verse tonight,
I let it win,
Took over my life,
A curse sailed causing therapy and lies,
Where has all the love gone in the world,
Stress oh my and stress my gosh,
Promise me you’ll let go one day,
I just want to escape for one day,
Oh let a snowy day erupt,
You always have something to say,
What am I kidding you have always been in my way,
Pushing me down, kicking me at the staircase,
All these metaphors point to you,
Anxiety you have twisted me up and down,
I smile at the ground just to get knocked down,
Guess I will just have to adapt.
I am in a constant trap.