Just because he's little doesn't mean he's sweet he can be sour and bitter but he still a little treat, I feel like it's my responsibility to be the one to play hide and seek, the one to teach him right and wrong after all I feel like it's my job, to make the right decision because he's standing right there in the shadows watching me, doing what I do following my footsteps making my decisions after all I am his big sister the one who knows it all but in reality that's not necessarily true I don't always have the answer even if it's true and he's the one who Let me stop and think he's not always there but he lets me stop and weep sometimes I get angry ready to explode to scream and shout to yell and let go of the fear of the inside me, to cry until it's hard to see to show them who I really am to let go to the fact that I'm not who I want to be I want to be the one who shows him all the rights and wrongs to show him that i'm the big sister that wants to know it all who learned all the ins and outs all the hints and hacks so when he comes up to me I already know the facts because I'm his big sister and he's my little brother no he's the one who changed me.