3 am we meet again
Why can't I fall asleep
Thoughts flood my lonely mind
Ones I don't wish to keep
It's your fault I'm awake again
It's your fault that I'm weak

You are holding hands with another
My heart hurts at the thought
And now the tears flow freely
And they just don't seem to stop

I see you glancing sideways
To watch how I react
Can't give you the satisfaction
Of knowing my heart has cracked

As I leave the room
You see my eyes cast down
And now you come running
To witness my breakdown

The apologies come quickly
And the anger soon after
You say I'm overreacting
And that it means nothing at all
But I hear the quiet laughter
And see happiness in your eyes
And it's killing me slowly
To watch her make you smile


3 am we meet again
Why can't I fall asleep
Thoughts flood my lonely mind
Ones I don't wish to keep
It's your fault I'm awake again
It's your fault that I'm weak

I'm destroyed on the inside
But you will never know
Because one apologys enough
And then it's on with the show

So when you see the sadness in my eyes
And you ask me what's gone wrong
Just remember these few words
That I once wrote in a song

It's your fault I'm awake again
It's your fault that I'm weak
It's your fault that every night
I cry myself to sleep
It's your fault that I hate me
And that I love you far too much
I hate the way I feel
It's an unforgiving love