I thought I was Lana del Rey

Turns out I’m Marina
Have a face and a past like nothing you’ve seen
I’m tired of daddy issues, mommy issues,
I am not your Lolita
And yes yes I’ll get depressed
but rough love will make things right
Just for the night

And that’s why I’m not looking for a ring to put on my finger
not commitment no prenup no kind of binding material
I just want to stay in love love love with my self self self

I won’t worry about your diet
if I’m making enough salads
Did I match your dress socks?
50 shades of black and boring
Did I iron your pants?
Grey and blue oh how smoking
hot
not not not oh love

Oh please Darling
I was made to be served to be adored to be charming
I won’t be walking on you arm
to meet your folks
I won’t be hosting any parties
I won’t be listening to you toast our “true” love
love love love love

The world could never afford true love love love
love love

And I’m so very sorry Darling,
from Adrian to Bobby
but that’s not even my hobby
I’m just everybody’s crush

It was just never true love
love love love love
and you should really be moving on
on on on on
never true love
it was never enough

love love
………….. love love love

And every disaster is a lack of love
And every vice is just a dice
thrown of how we’ll die
from our own
lack of love love love
love love

So I believe in friendship
and I do carry hate
for all the times
someone thought heartbreaking
my heart would be fun
Well baby, you weren’t special
You were very wrong
Because darling, sugar daddy
I wasn’t made to be loved

And I’m so very sorry Darling,
from Adrian to Bobby
because that’s not even my hobby
I’m just everybody’s crush
it was never true love
never true love
love love
………….. love love