Boys at my side were sitting in there nice rides knocking down beer bottles one by one tonight i’m gonna have some fun forget about the memories i don’t care about stupid destiny whatever you got in store for me you say pick a card i pick an ace i lose every single race my life a wreck i’m not clean i’ve got everything inside of me maybe if i drink enough smoke enough drown out  the awful days why did i get left this way without him  when he’s not here he we never met he don’t care but it’s his fault i’m holding this beer i know one more is just a lie i’m wasted every single night i know drunk driving is a law but he makes me feel so small if i could just run away maybe he’ll return one day i set myself up for pity disaster destroy my city i throw rocks in my glass house blood pools the cuts and i bite back my shouts the pain makes me one with the feelings inside i don’t know why this mark from him branded me how is it he infected me  disease running through my bones no place to call home  daughters fathers are suppose to stay supposed to protect and teach all i got was never heard of me runaway i never growing up not for you not today i’m throwing rocks in my glass house blood pools the cuts i bite back my shouts the pain makes me one with the feelings inside i don’t understand i don’t know why so lets get wasted tonight do something wrong break all the lights hit up the stores and fight all i wanted was for you to come home take me with you next time so i am not alone but you didn't you left me here let me believe you disappeared i thought you’d run and that why i’m out here having so called fun  this is credited to you not my mistake nothing falls back on me for you to take u left me here you caused me pain you don’t even know my name how can i be called your’s all you do is slam door’s breaking every lock the clock goes tick toc one day i won't be here no more you've never met me what does that say? I throw rocks in my glass house blood pools the cuts and bite back my shouts you wouldn't listen anyway not ever not today so i throw rocks in my glass house.

“the worst is not knowing so now find your answers ?”