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World of lies

November 29, 2016
By Jujuforever PLATINUM, Sacramento, California
Jujuforever PLATINUM, Sacramento, California
20 articles 0 photos 5 comments

Favorite Quote:
let down your walls and be free...


You cut me open

You hurt me

You hurt my skin

Now all i can do is sit here

I'm over all your drama, it's done

All I wanna do is scream

For how much you hurt me

I feel so rejected

so torn

I don't know what to do

So all I can try is try to forgive you

for all that you have done 

It's all that I can do

It's a simle attempt

I don't know what else to do.

Blood runs down my arm

Pain runs down my face

My lungs tire from all the screaming

and anger bleeds from my veins

this is how i describe my life

With only two more words to say

Goodbye Agony.

tight skirts

small shirts

long legs.

I try to hide it

but the pain never drains

it's all tht I got

I fought and I fought

but now i'm done

I see my friend

in the crowd

lips against 

that guy I like

the one I see

day and night

through life and death

he never left

he's all i've got

except for pain and thoughts

that's all i've got 

but he never fought

I always fought

it was all I was taught 

I don't know what else I can do

i'm feeling lost

so out of tune

ihate this

all I wanna do is scream

I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I don't know who I am anymore

So I slit my wrists

and cut my thighs

I faked a smile

and dried my eyes 

I hated myself 

and I hated my life

welcome to my world of lies


The author's comments:

this is true to the emotions I go through every day. I've since stopped relapsing, but I think about it quite a loth and think it's better to get it out of my mind by writing for you guys. please comment if you can relate, I need someone to talk to desperately


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on Aug. 25 2017 at 1:45 pm
Jujuforever PLATINUM, Sacramento, California
20 articles 0 photos 5 comments

Favorite Quote:
let down your walls and be free...

Thanks! It's rare that people actually look at my poetry and lyrics... but it's great that you can relate to this.

DS_Pepper GOLD said...
on Dec. 13 2016 at 6:08 pm
DS_Pepper GOLD, Currie, Florida
16 articles 0 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
Fear not.

Love it! Reminds me of my life. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings.