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Him

August 25, 2018
By Anonymous


I wish that I could say I’ve never made a mistake

It’s too bad I can’t smile and tell you it will be okay

Cause I know it won’t be

Loving you broke me and honestly speaking you hurt me


I tried to understand you

Just when I thought I did you’d change

Leaving me to ponder what between us is real

And what is fake


I thought you loved me

I thought I loved you

How wrong was I

Now you’re loving my best friends


One loves you back

And would do anything to keep a hold on you

She hopes you won’t leave her

Prays you won’t fall for someone new


The other hates you

And would do anything to patch things up between us

She hopes to lose you

Prays you’ll find someone else


But me

I can’t decide what to think

Do I want to be friends or do I want things to end

Why do you hurt everyone you touch


One of my friends loves you

The other does not

Why do you want the one who’d do anything to stay away from you

Why don’t you want the one who would love you endlessly


If you only gave her a chance you’d see

She’s perfectly perfect for you

But instead you look away

She thought you loved her but now she’s unsure


When will you open your eyes and see

That she is about to give up on you

On me, on the world

Help me save her before it’s too late


I may not need you anymore but she does

I can’t fathom the thought of her not being here

Not being near

Don’t let her go, hold her close


One of my friends hates you

The other does not

Why do you want the one who would do anything to stay away from you

Why don’t you want the one who would love you endlessly


Open your eyes and see

She doesn’t love you as you think she does

Can’t she just be free

She thought she could fix things but it didn’t work


She’s so strong but I don’t think she can handle what is bound to happen

When will you see she’s not for you

Let her fly away on an open breeze

Can’t you see, she doesn’t need you or another boy


I opened my heart to you

I told you my story

I started to trust you and that doesn’t happen easily for me

I thought I could make you see

 

But the only things you see

Are the incorrect things

The person you think is right for you is not, she doesn’t like you

The one you think is wrong for you is right, she loves you


How I wish you would see that they’re too good for you

But you don’t

How I wish you would make the right decision

But you won’t


The author's comments:

Two of my best friends are being torn apart from wrong accusations and assumptions. One of them loves someone, the other does not but is seen to be "flirting" with him. He can't see what they mean and is mixing their feelings up. I wish he would just get it right. I can't decide who to believe cause they both mean so much to me. I can't choose both, but I can't choose between.


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