Same old thing but different day, more stress more weight has been put on my shoulder blades but still i got nothing to say. terrified of the consequences the truth id speak might get me, feel like a bird caged, trapt inside someones home i can't be free. It seems as if everybody's conflict is thrown at me to fix, like if I'm some kind of a magician and could make them go away with some kind of magic tricks. I'm not some doormat people can step on whenever they desire, Friends say they'll be there whenever i need them but honestly their all just liars. I'm sick and tired of every ones bulls*** I'm ready to throw this weight off me, I'm just waiting for their reaction cause the face expression is what i want to see. i want to wait and see how they handle things, because this caged bird is not caged anymore shes just about spread her wings(;