Thine love came forth and I embraced it then

Aware of its competitive unknowns

Survived insaneness, I'd be dead, alone,

If I'd have let all ---- resume again.

Survived 'til now, t’this point, I made it when,

Your heinous evil, hellish patterns run,

Back then I thought, "the hardship’s just begun!"

To ---- with you, your feelings, and your shen.

Back then, I thought, what guilt I'll feel from this,

Thought all about the pain I'd give to thee

And now I'll think of your ten-thousandth kiss

And hate on you as you rejected me.

As I say this, you'll feel the mad disdain

How you inflicted me with heartfelt pain.